Sunday, May 4, 2008

Resonance!!!

This title and the content might seem to be a lil vague but then it is an apt title to for the "funny" phases of my life. Now again this might seem to be a euphemism ... coz the phases in my life havnt been funny as such ... but looking back I feel they're definitely funny.
Resonance and its relevance will be dealt a lil later ... :-))

There are certain special people in your life ... and for those people you start behaving irrationally ... commonly referred to as infatuation :-) ...

Eventually you start spending time with that person ... rather you feel like spending time with that person ... ... tend to forget many things going around you ... unknowingly ...
I bet this is purely unintentional ...

That person is special for you ... but contrariwise that is not true :-) ... and the best part is that you intentionally stave off this thought.
The phases gradually advance ... and a this is analogous to any life cycle ... ... acquaintance , friendship , good friendship ... :-) ( actually I've not seen more than this ... ) are the different constituents ...
You'll try and make that person feel comfortable every time you're together ... your likes / dislikes are not at all important now ... in other words ... you try align yourself ... with that person ...
time moves on ... and gradually ... you get used to that person to such an extent ... that theres not even a single moment ... when you don't think ... now thats risky since ... theres nothing actually happening between you ... it might trigger dormant emotions within you ... :-) ...
This often happens ... you start getting bugged by small mis understandings ... and it adds to the bruises when the other person makes you realize time to time ... " hey theres nothing cooking in here" :-) ... swear on god .. before going any further ... step back ... else it becomes unmanageable ... lol ... one can also become hysterical ...
Every small issue / matter is discussed ... and these small things bring you more closer and closer ... I'm already used to that person now ...

THIS IS THE PEAK ! (relevance to be told later)

All of a sudden ... out of the blue ... the other person realizes ... :-) that this is not what should be happening ... after all there wasn't (isn't ) anything right ? Yes of course ... how could I forget that ... lol
Fate had some other plan I guess ... its like the "slippery sultan" we've got in esselworld ... (For those who are new to this term ... slippery sultan is this big slide in essel world ... where you gotta climb infinite stairs just to slide down ... and coming down is just a matter of seconds ..lol ) ..

All this is a sudden enlightenment for that person ... this is the starting point of the downfall ... a little behind in time was the peak ... and now the slippery sultan :-) ... tiff , arguments become pretty frequent ... and that adds to the rift ...
Gradually ... everything ... fades off ... and at some point in time ... you're at a stage ... yes the same stage which used to exist ... when you had just met that person ... :-) ... the only difference is the time gap ... the good times which you had inbetween ...

I've related all this to the resonance curve ....
My resonance curve has time on the X-axis and on Y-axis ... ahem ahem ... its friendship level ...
So this curve rises up with time ... till resonance ... and then steadily declines ....

I was always in fantasy ... and the other person was living in a material / practical world ... this was the only difference ...
Theres this river ... it keeps on flowing unknowingly ... and ends up in an ocean ... losing its existence ... unfortunately I was in this river ... I'm trying to find my identity now ...
Hoping for the best ... I wont enter any river unless I know swimming :-))) ...

Dreamz Unlimited !!!

4 comments:

SHWETA said...

Good one dear...
i wish u all the best.... hope u find true love in your life...
and then there won't be resonance.. only DC .........straight line........ :P

WHAT IFF???? said...

Resonance ki kasam!!!
Dil ko lagi re!!! :p
On a serious note ,Good one ...try avoid the amileys ..they spoil the tone of the discussion ;-)

Varsha said...

This is so true.. :)

sweety said...

ahem!its like 10 paths to the 'seemingly happy" ending but to decide the right one?..well there is the pun.you fumble and crumble and stumble ,yet no matter how many times you flow into the ocean,the river always attracts and you get caught into the flow..again and again..and again.
the river takes its own path,sometimes rolling and scouring,rarely a smooth flow.
but,if you ignore the river and carve your own flow.boy!you have won cupid!